Ultimate

While narcolepsy does play a major role in my life, I refuse to let it take over. One of the ways I plan to "fight back" is by renewing my commitment to playing ultimate Frisbee. The club team on which I play (tba - that is truly our name) had our kick off meeting tonight. It was great to see everyone. My extensive weight loss, and ensuing knee problem, was a topic of discussion, but most of the evening was spent discussing our upcoming year.

I feel re-invigorated just by seeing these guys again. It amazes me that I can feel so strongly about a group. I would do anything for my teammates, mostly because they are such good people. Plus, they all play my favorite sport extremely well. The night was also good for me because I had to discuss the narcolepsy.

I struggle with explaining my condition in terms that give clarity without causing excessive concern. Narcolepsy is a complete pain, but it is manageable. I feel like I did a decent job tonight, both in the way I answered questions about my health, and in the positive attitude that I had. I tend to be an optimist, but goofy disease certainly tests that trait. On the whole, a great night. I am excited for my physical therapy to begin. By getting my knees stronger, I will be able to exercise more. That in turn will give me more endurance, not only for ultimate, but also for my daily life.

I will never be able to match the insane energy levels of my past, but I will be able to teach well (part-time) and be a great dad and husband. That will make every day brighter.