Apparently, when your spouse gets sick, it means you can potentially get the same thing. Whatever messed up my wife's stomach on December 26 got me too. I spent all day yesterday feeling horrid. Thankfully, I am much better today. My bowels are still dicey, but at least I feel like I can eat something. Also, I don't ache everywhere. I think the most frustrating thing was that even extra strength acetaminophen did not seem to help - yuck!
The bright spot in the day, though, is that I simply gave into the sickness. My grandmother was having a large gathering of family. While I was sad to miss it, I didn't feel bad about that. Nor did I feel rotten about spending a day in bed. I "could've" tried to do schoolwork, but I know I would not have been focused. I simply chose to lay down and read a book. That was good for me too. As I have said so often lately, even a year ago, I might have tried to fight through the illness. But, I know enough now to realize that being somewhere absolutely miserable is not helpful to anyone, let alone to me.
Plus, I will get to see some of the folks over the next day or two. My sister, my daughter, my parents, and I are still in Duluth until tomorrow. It should be fun to have a few more low key days. I think I am also enjoying taking smaller doses of my stimulants right now. It is definitely making me more relaxed and low key. Of course, I remain convinced that I will need to return to nearly full doses when school re-starts in a week. But, that is seven days a way. I plan to enjoy my break until then!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Sick Sad Sunday
Labels:
Emotions,
Empathy,
Exhaustion,
Frustration,
Healing,
Illness,
Insights,
Marriage,
Narcolepsy,
Wisdom
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Yeah, I am dealing with the same kind of thing. Wishing for a quick recovery for yoU! Glad you got some time to read!
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